to say the truth, i have never experienced any major setbacks till date.

perhaps cause i've never tried hard enough to experience any.

i was always in my comfort zone, sheltered area, satisifed.

so now tt i've tried and failed, im still not used to the feeling yet. perhaps cause it's all too new to me.

it makes me reflect and question my capabalities. not tt they are any major setbks either.

was it beacuse i was not capabale or tt others are too capable?

it does make a difference to me.

but at least like i've said, it's better to have tried and regret, than to not have tried and regret.

yes, at least i have tried. and so i can move on.

 

anw, i think swimming alone is very much like eating alone.

haha cause i like to eat and i love the water, alone or otherwise, i always find much pleasure in them(: