lect, tut, seminars- sch starting once agn, just tt it involves perhaps project workx100

all the tut involve presentations, debates, discussions and more discussions.

to say the truth, i never really enjoyed pw, so i wonder how im gg to make myself love acc, or at the least not to dislike it.

i believe no one chose acc due to any burning passion or calling. Similarly. i chose it without loving or hating it initally. just neutral.

but i really hope it will be towards a positive scale, and my feelings towards it wont turn downscale.

its scary to live without any aspirations or dreams, and i truly admire those who are able to fly high with their dreams.

i once thought tt ambition and dreams are non-overlapping, ambition is just a tool to realise my dream, or so i assume.

but its a scary thought to realise tt the tool tt i chose mb sth tt is totally not suitable for me, a tool not within my grasp and control.

if that's the case, what will become of me?

But life dont allows turning back, and i can only look straight ahead.

make the best out of of the decision i've made. its bad to regret, its worse to regret over the same thing twice.

even if its a wrong choice, i'll make it right.

 

uni life scares me a little, or perhaps its the loneliness tt does.

with everyone tt i know in grp A, i feel rather out of place during lect.

and i'll be reminded of the times when the 6 of us went for lect tog, lunch, chats, copy tuts and what's not.

i dont lyk adapting to new environment. or perhaps i never learnt to do so.

because they were always there, i knew tt i cld always fall bk on them.

but now they are not and will not for the nxt three years.

perhaps it's time for me to be more independent.

getting familiar with the unfamiliarity is not the best option.

but i know i will get to at least tt.